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Grandma, I just saw your missed call, please call me back.

They are telling me something, something my heart can’t take, can’t take just like that.

Some say you’ve gone to see our maker to plead our case,

Others say you are simply gone, gone to find us all a place.

Please Grandma if you get this, please call me back, you see how many times I said please.

I am confused, you gone? Gone where? Gone how, someone explain this news that is bringing me to my knees.

Grandma, I just saw your missed call, please call me back it’s quite urgent.

This has to be a bad joke someone has not told quite right,

(You know they never could tell a joke right)

My emotions seem to be the punch line, that can’t be right, right?

Grandma, clear this up for me, please call so I know this is just a misunderstanding.

Gone? What do you mean Gone, Grandma you were just “right here”

You told me when we last spoke that I should “have no fear.”

Ah but you, we had so much to talk about when you got back,

All my moves for this year, I needed your input

Now who is going to have my back?

Gone? Unacceptable!!!! Simply put.

Grandma, I just saw your missed call, please call me back.

I need to hear your voice, I need your wisdom, even more than that I need your prayers.

I need to know how to guide the rest on how we can all be the best.

Grandma, I just saw your missed call, please call me back.

You’ve left me in quite a bind.

I am not sure how to comfort him, how not to smother him, I don’t know where to even begin.

Wherever you are please give him courage, please take away his pain, our pain, let us see the sun shine again.

Grandma, I just saw your missed call,

Please call me back…and if they are not allowing calls from Heaven,

I hope at least they let you read this email my broken heart is sending.